I'm not...

I'm not the one who has to think over about my wishes...
I'm not the one who in the first argument brings up the topic...
I'm not the one who doesn't have to do anything just to be cool...
I'm not the one who's always have had doubts about my feelings...
I'm not the one who doesn't suppot when everything else is a fade...
I'm not the one who'll give up on my things, just to please you...
I'm not going to ask forgiveness when I don't thing I'm not right...
I won't ask for you to stay...
I have wished for so long, but I can live with this one more deception...
I'm not the one who'll turn my back whe eventually you need me...
I'm the one who suffer, I'm the one who think and absorve everything...
I'm the one who explode...
I'm the one who needs to blow up my head to feel fine...
And no, I won't be the one who'll end up everything...